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It’s been a long time, from the time when my heart gradually started to change,
and the time i began to feel alone
From some point whenever I saw you,
I hated the guy who was making you cry

Sometimes I wonder if it’s better if instead I protect you,
From now on, rather then letting you go

I’m beginning to want to love you

Baby, come to me now
and be my lady, for much too long
I’ve watched over you and stood silently,
and hid my heart’s feelings of sadness
For the reason, the reason that we had to stay as friends.
I wanted to tell you many times
but I held onto my confession
But now I’ll confess
I love you.

You hold my hand, and say you only have me,
and that a friend like me is a really big blessing,
Whenever you speak to me every time you press my love a little more

Sometimes I wonder if it’s better if instead I protect you,
I keep hearing it but I kept ignoring it because I was scared that i might lose you
But,
Baby, come to me now
and be my lady, for much too long, I’ve stood silently,
and hid my heart’s feelings of sadness
For the reason, the reason that we had to stay as friends.
I wanted to tell you many times
but I held onto my confession
But now I’ll confess
I love you.

by 2AM

tuyay:

Lagi nonton Super Junior pake laptop di depan himpunan tadi sore, dengan tampang serius merhatiin layar…

Tiba-tiba si Ellen nyamperin, “Ngapain, Kak? Pasti lagi ngerjain TA…”

…Kalo TA saya Super Junior, bulan April kemaren saya udah bisa wisuda…

saya juga bisa ikut wisuda tuh ntar juli.. hehehe…

I open my eyes and my thoughts are vague
Yesterdays memories come flowing back
What do I do, what do I do Oh my…
(Honestly, I know it was my fault)
But because of this useless pride
I break down everyday
Words sharp as knives dig into your heart
Damn, yesterday’s tears

Clutching this comic book I found so fun
Re-reading the same column for an hour
Just waiting for your call
Thinking ’bout you, what can I do?

Don’t be angry
I wish you’d just hit me
If only that would get you to be less angry
This is the thing called love
Fighting and growing together girl
Hit me as much as I hurt you
Hit me that much
Yeah, oh

This is not goodbye, right? It can’t be
No, that’s only my thinking right? (Right?)
I’m a coward that can’t even ask
(A selfish jerk)
This thing called pride
tells me to wait for your call everyday
If you’d just call me first
I would tell you how sorry I was

I turn on the DVD that I thought was so fun
But what it’s about? I just don’t know
Just waiting for you call, crazy about you
What can I do?

Don’t be angry
I wish you’d just hit me
(This hurts me more)
If only that would get you to be less angry
(I don’t know what to do)
This is the thing called love
Fighting and growing together girl
(My heart hurts)
Hit me as much as I hurt you
Hit me that much
Yeah Oh

I want to hold you (Oh No)
I want you so much (Yeah)
I’m so sorry that I keep on hurting you
With words that are not in my heart

Don’t be angry
I wish you’d just hit me
(What am I going to do?)
If only that would get you to be less angry
(I can’t live without you now)
This is the thing called love
Fighting and growing together girl
Hit me as much as I hurt you
(Come back to me baby)
Hit me that much
Don’t be angry
I wish you’d just hit me
(Oh baby please understand my heart)
If only that would get you to be less angry
This is the thing called love
Fighting and growing together girl
(The way you love me)
Hit me as much as I hurt you
Hit me that much

Talk to me talk to me
when it’s convenient for you
Talk to me talk to me
when it’s convenient for you
Talk to me talk to me
when it’s convenient for you
Talk to me talk to me
when it’s convenient for you

by SHINee

Love this song… >.<

This night is a blessing, the day that we met.
The moon is out in the sky and the stars are smiling.
I wish that your smile won’t be erased as I pray
for these happy days to continue

On the nights I spend alone I keep thinking about you
Even if I call you and I complain that’s not what
I really meant to do. Did you already know and just act like you didn’t?

When there are hard times, if I’d just listen to your
voice for a moment, I could forget everything and laugh it off.

I was so fortunate to be able to meet you
because you’d make me smile by just being near
I could find you even if you go far away over there,
because you’re smiling inside of me

It’s possible to fight after a long time but
even if that happens I won’t ever change.

I promise, I swear under the heavens.
I’ll pray beneath the moon to never make you cry.

This night is a blessing, the day that we met.
The moon is out in the sky and the stars are smiling.
I wish that your smile won’t be erased as I pray
for these happy days to continue

Far into the future if you’re ever worn and tired
think about the happy and beautiful memories
We plant faith in each other’s garden and happiness blooms.
I’ll send you the key to my heart.

‘Believe’ by Super Junior

setelah sebelumnya memperkenalkan SuJu sama teman kost dan bikin dia jadi jauh lebih tergila-gila daripada saya sendiri, sekarang bertambah satu lagi teman yang mulai tergila-gila sama SSS (SHINee, SuJu, SNSD) …

—> ini bukan salah saya kok„, awalnya kan cuma berniat bagi2 cerita aja„, iya kan?

hehehe…